February 2, 2012
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storm clouds in a desolate land
Today, someone asked for a weather update, in regards to how I was doing. I answered, "fair, with storm clouds in the distance"...
The storm clouds are here now.
They are more threatening and dangerous than first imagined. They may produce tornados and hail, inflicting damage on myself and others. I just want things to calm down, be refreshed by the passing storm.
I don't know if it's surviving the storm or the stress of anxiously awaiting the storm that is more draining.
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In other news... I find myself being more and more okay with the extreme distance between my mother and myself. Along with the nothingness that exists between my step-mother who raised me from age 4-18. I can tell that it's not causing them any lack of sleep too. I wish I had more words and thoughts to share about this, but I don't. Still deciding if that's a good or a bad thing.
Comments (3)
Hey friend, I relate to your storm clouds, tornadoes, and hail... Praying your storm passes quickly and the refreshed feeling comes soon. Love you.
@kissafrogfindaprince - thank you.. I'm hoping so too
Some people you just have to let go of and not feel bad about it because it's necessary for you to become who you are meant to be.
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