January 11, 2012

  • gray daze

     

    i had a nice blog written out - and clicked to close the tab by mistake.  I'm not writing again.  Ugh!!!!

     

    Anyhow - here's the basics of what I had written:

    • experiencing gray days
    • mad at myself
    • an interesting bit I found online about self-loathing (which I typically do): 

    Henry Wright, who I consider highly knowledgeable and gifted in the area of physical and emotional healing, considers anti-self (self-unforgiveness, self-resentment, self-hate, self-rejection, etc.) issues as one of the major sources of many physical and mental health problems. Lupus for example, is a condition where the body's white corpuscles turn and attack living tissue in the person's body as a result of the person attacking themselves spiritually through extreme self-hated, self-bitterness, and self-rejection. In Henry Wright's book A More Excellent Way, he writes the following concerning Lupus, Crohn's, diabetes, rheumatoid arthritis, and MS:

    "The body attacks they body because the person is attacking themselves spiritually in self-rejection, self-hatred, and self-bitterness. There is a spiritual dynamic that comes in which the white corpuscles are invisibly redirected to attack living tissue while ignoring the true enemy which is bacteria and viruses."

    (A More Excellent Way, page 161)

    This was found here: http://www.greatbiblestudy.com/anti-self_bondages.php 

     

    Anyhow...